“I always wished I could be a Russian Doll. A red one. With a big pair of bright blue eyes and painted on eyelashes and pink rosy cheeks. Really rosy. And my mouth would be painted on red like a bow. I’d have a flower on my chest - a rose - and two small little hands by my side. And then I could be un wrapped, two, three, four times until I was small. Really small.”—Cassie Ainsworth, Skins (via subtlegraceofgravity) (via starsmending)
10494.) yesterday i made myself sick after i'd eaten. i'm not fat but you cant see my bones and that means i'm not skinny enough. i know this sounds ridiculous. bulimia does not seem to me as a disorder, just another way of dieting. hardcore dieting.